It’s been a strange week in news. But one story over the weekend caught my attention in a large way.
Numerous news outlets covering the Michael Jackson wrongful death trial reported that testimony from sleep expert Dr. Charles Czeisler described Jackson may be the only documented human who went 60 days without REM (Rapid Eye movement).
In order to combat insomnia (and a number of other related issues) Jackson’s tour physician put him on propofol, a powerful drug that gives a patient the sensation of feeling refreshed.
Unfortunately, it does this by usurping the sleep cycle and blocks REM which, it turns out, will kill you. In lab tests, rats who had no REM died within 5 weeks. Had he not had a heart attack he probably would have died within a few days anyways.
“The symptoms that Mr. Jackson was exhibiting were consistent with what someone might expect to see of someone suffering from total sleep deprivation over a chronic period,”
According to a CNN piece, these symptoms included:
“…an inability to do standard dances or remember words to songs he sang for decades, paranoia, talking to himself and hearing voices, and severe weight loss.”
Sometimes a shortcut will kill you.
He took a shortcut, because the stakes were enormously high. Even when he was no longer “the king of pop”, a concert tour ending would equate to losses of hundreds of millions of dollars. That’s more than many nation’s GNP.
That shortcut cost him his life.
And this has what to do with guitar?
A lot actually.
One of the mantras I come back to repeatedly is that the more you invest yourself into any instrument, the more the instrument will give back to you.
The deeper you go into your instrument – the deeper you go into yourself.
There is no short cut for that.
It’s investing focused time and energy.
Once I had a student who was irritated that his fast licks weren’t coming out very clean.
“How come I can’t play this lick fast?”
“Because your body is trying to cash checks that your mind hasn’t deposited yet.”
So this is a reminder….it’s a mantra I keep coming back to.
Be wary of the short cut.
Be wary of the the fast pay out.
Don’t sell yourself short and deny the gains that can come from pursuing things on a deep level.
The payoffs will come flashes but each one of the usually has years of fuel behind it. No matter how strong the spark is, without that fuel, you won’t get fire.
The best philosophies are simple and sustainable. As familiar themes and messages are revisited here, I’m reminded of a W.A. Matthieu quote (that I’m reduced to paraphrasing unfortunately), “There are only 12 notes and they take forever to learn.”
More thoughts coming soon. Thanks for reading.
p.s. – One last hidden lesson – Michael Jackson’s life ultimately became a cautionary tale. Don’t let your life become one as well.